CAIHUI's BLOG

2008-03-17T13:55:00.002+08:00

i've moved.

http://26thavenue.livejournal.com/

pardon me for the advertisement on the live journal. i'll fixed it real soon tgt with the layout. haha.

2008-03-15T22:31:00.001+08:00

i'm moving to live journal real sooon once i get it done.

I have an address, but i just can't get the layout right.

Yes, i need help cos it's freaking me out!

sooooooooooo, i need my beloved constance. HAHAH :D

God is goooood!

2008-03-11T11:33:00.003+08:00

I’m replacing ying now being a receptionist and a half day PA to John Payne.
John Payne is my new CEO and he has charisma. There’s something within him that you feels attracted to, that when you see him you’re willing to hand over the office to him. It’s that kind of security or assurance that he’ll and can make radical change to this company. He is always kind to my colleague though they really make some terrible mistakes, shows no interest in listening to him giving presentation in a meeting, giving him a signal that “You’re boring and this is wasting our time”.

In fact, who is the one who gave them this job? Who is the one paying them, allowing them to get their taxi claims etc? Sometime, we human tend to be so busy that we forget to be grateful. There’s time when I’ll sit down, think about my situation and then negative thoughts come in. Then, I started blaming God. But wait a minute, who is the one who actually give us everything we want on earth, giving us the desires of our heart, planning a great future ahead of us, willing to run the extra extra miles for us when no one does.

Bible didn’t say to praise God in good times but it says, we’re to praise God in ALL times, meaning in both good and bad times.

‘In trouble times, I trust in you.
For I know You will lead me through’

When I’m going though bad times, I will praise God. It’s hard but God will make a way. Happiness is a choice.
Why choose to be gloomy on the start of your day, leaving the rest of our day gloomy?
Don’t think the next moment that,

“argh, it’s another day and I’m seeing my boss again”

Raise your expectation! We serve a great mighty God who is not stingy in blessing you. Whatever you ask for in the will of God, He’ll give it to you. If you have yet to receive the things you asked, you shall wait because the time is not right and God expects you to expect something even greater for Him to work on. The blessings God pour will be so much that your household can’t contain. I’m raising my expectation in every aspect of my life because I know God can do abundantly more than what I expect.

Higher the expectation, Greater is the ways God will use me.
God is the vine, and I am the branches.

“But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord.
Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have.
But do this with gentleness and respect,”- 1 Peter 3:15

John payne told me to reply a letter for him and it’s in a formal format. Immediately, I thought of ‘O’ level. HAHA. Scoring a B4 in Eng was the greatest laugh when I get my result. To be very honest, I’m satisfied with a B4. Well, I’m satisfied because I’m a F9 eng if you know me well enough. But now, after working under John Payne, I think getting a B4 for English is not really good at all. I realized that I should really brush up on my English so that it can be of full use in future, in my career path.

John Payne said, “There’s a problem in the pple working here. They usually type out English in a way they communicate and didn’t think thru if it really makes sense.” Then, he laughed. Being fluent in eng can be very important because you will never know 5yrs down the road, you’re writing letter in the image of your CEO, lyk me. HAHA! John Payne taught me alittle bit of English, many ways of communicating and handling problematic staffs.

(P/s He ‘counsel’ my colleague everyday because they always want to talk to him)

He is not those typical arrogant CEO, he’s different. Someone who’s willing to be more than a CEO to the pple here, and to be a friend. (:
There’s a lot more about him laaaa but it’ll take me quite some time. Hahah.

***

I went to Eldad’s event catering ytd. The Company I went with was goooood (: Had a lot of strange, funny photos taken using Judith’s newest camera! Her camera is gooooood laaaaa! You know, that typical photographer image :D
Shall go out with them again because it’s so fun! Maybe, it has been long since we go out tgt. It’s like 978643125781421 years ago! HAHHA.
Then, overseas with my family was gooood though there’s A LOT of traffic jams along the way. But it just trains up my patience, right? (wink*)

I miss a lot of pple right now and how I wish they just pop out beside me! HAHH.
You know, I seriously think that gentle guy is so sweeeeeeeeeeet laaaa. Ahha. I’m not being a ticko here but I’m just stating fact. (ya right, I am really stating fact!)
Gentle guy with some bits and pieces of demanding-ness is even better, able to make almond jelly is bonus lahhhhhh :DDDDD
HAHAHAHA.
(I really didn’t hua chi but Hiro in Sky of love makes me melt till now)
I didn’t forget Mike He though. He’s still The No. 1.

MUAHA.
i know i'm not juliet. (:

2008-03-07T09:33:00.003+08:00

sometime i just think too much to the extreme side. Start of Month of march wasn't a good feeling though. i didn't start it right with a right attitude, rather, a attitude of 'yes,it's another day at work' attitude. may be due to that kind of attitude, I'm feeling upset for the slightest things that happens or crop up suddenly. Not that it spoils my planning, but i just don't like the way of shifting my schedule around, re planning everything planned earlier on. Month of march is a sad month. (don't ask me why) there's sudden emotion change in pple ard me too. i know I'm leaving at night later. to be honest, all weird feelings is in me, except excitement but I'm glad that i can spent some time with my mother.

i see two faces of you.

i think things won't work out well. not that i don've faith but all i need now is trust.

once bitten, twice shy

pastor once said,

"3 years to build a friendship, 3mins to break the friendship."

and i totally agree because i experienced it in my life, not only once. and i don't want to experience it ever again. it's hurtful, saddening to see a friendship that you've put in so much to fall apart.

not my will, but Yours be done.

sometime, It's so hard to get the things i want. maybe my expectation is too hard, maybe I'm just hard to manage. i know God want to change me and really want me to be a better person, better friend. however, situation states otherwise. I'm not going to give up now. At least for the every little things cuen has done for me, at least for God's faithfulness to me, at least in the friendship I've build pple ard me.

“[Praise to the LORD] O LORD, you are my God; I will exalt you and praise your name, for in perfect faithfulness you have done marvelous things, things planned long ago.”- Isaiah 25:1

no any problems is larger than my God. Indeed, Your grace is sufficient enough for me. I need someone that I'm comfortable with, someone i can pour my hearts to, someone who can guide me with my walk with God. and i know that someone is you, The holy spirit. Thru all my days, when i found no one, i saw you standing beside me. Your warmth that covers me, Your outstretched hand that welcomes and embraces me saying,
"come here, don't give up. I'm here and will always be."

That soothing affirmation from you at that point of time is enough. It's enough to lift me up so that i can carry a smile once again. so that i have the energy to run once more because I've You.

That assurance you give and input into my heart, i'll never forget.

Spirit Fall

2008-03-05T09:16:00.002+08:00

I feel You tugging at me
A voice that whispers inside of me
"Come away, come away with Me"

Stir the flames alive
Breathe life into these bones of mine
Rekindle hope, my soul revived

Send Your mighty wind
Renew this life within

Spirit of God fall down
Fall with Your fire and power from high
Ignite in me again
Our hearts live in Your name

Spirit of God fall down
Pour as Your rain revive us now
Restore our lives and quench these thirsty souls
Live in us now
Live in us now

Hand of God divine
Touch my being, come and anoint
Your word brings life, Your word brings life

Breathe on us, breathe on us
Breathe on us breath of God
With fire and power
Move in us today

i shall,

2008-03-03T15:17:00.001+08:00

恋空is goooooooooooooood! (:
I cried a tsunami though.

A saddening ending, but love was portrayed out in a nice way.
And, many touching scene; sacrificing for the loved ones beside you, giving her the happiness that she wants, Standing by her thru all the ups and down, protect and giving her the security.
Awww, how nice.

Everything, everything, everything.

It’s love that will bring you thru,
It’s love that will motivates you to go for the extra mile.

And am learning.
I will Love the unloved, slowly.

Last time I’ll wipe your tears, my dear.
I know, she’s a good catch.

(:

2008-02-28T13:50:00.007+08:00

LOVE Y

If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels,

but have not love,

I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal.

If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge,

and if I have a faith that can move mountains,

but have not love, I am nothing.

If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,

but have not love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

But where there are prophecies, they will cease;

where there are tongues, they will be stilled;

where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

For we know in part and we prophesy in part,

but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.

When I was a child, I talked like a child,

I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.

When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me.

Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror;

then we shall see face to face.

Now I know in part;

then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love.

But the greatest of these is love.

Let my love for You be so great, even greater then those i loved.

I love you more today than ytd.

His gentleness, something beyond description,

something to experience

something that will make you draw even closer,

even more attracted towards Him.

His grace is more than sufficient for you and me.

His strength is everlasting,

His joy in me shall overcome the sadness in me.

His light pierce thru the darkest moment of my life.

only Him, I'll love and serve all my life.

My greatest honour will always be to serve my Lord and King.

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

2008-02-27T13:35:00.006+08:00

bad things happen to good pple, like you.

on a lighter note,
There's this Miss clarity cafe that i like and another called, The people says cafe that i seriously want to go. :D
It's a Korean-European fusion lifestyle café. Sound cool right? It's at Marina square but it's like the first time i heard abt it though i goes marina square often.
&& Cold Rock Ice Cremery @ Holland Village! Heard from my friend that it's quite expensive. (quite=very!)

*maybe next mth when i have extra cash, i'll bring you go. HHAHAAHHA. :D

i'm bored now cos it's lunch time.
hmmmms. what else.
there's many new movies coming up!

Following are those i want to watch (:
of course, 10,000BC shall be the first, then The forbidden city! :D :D :D

1. 10,000 BC

2. THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM

3. THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA: PRINCE CASPIAN

4. Step Up 2 The Streets

I'm watching THE LEAP YEARS this sun! (:

& another movie coming up this sat with cellgrp! :D

所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来
期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

nostalgic.

MY BESTFRIEND

2008-02-25T12:05:00.001+08:00

I’ve got a bestfriend. Y
He’s super duber goooood and nice to me. (:
Gave me the desires of my heart,
Fulfilling all those promises He gave to me.
He is not a promise breaker,
He is a heart-mender.
He’s my comforter,
He hears my whining,
Sees the real me, and change my sulky attitude.
He never leaves me alone,
He is always there for me, 24/7.

Indeed, You’re the joy of my desire.

THERE WILL NEVER BE A FRIEND
AS DEAR TO ME AS YOU.

2008-02-21T16:13:00.004+08:00

i think i fall in love with timbuk2!

YYY

Stop it!

2008-02-21T13:45:00.002+08:00

Edmund's blog is very sweeeeeeeeeeeet! :D
http://edunloaded.blogspot.com/

yes, i will appeal!

tell me something for real this time round.
It is action that speaks louder than words not the other way round. gesture from you is enough and no more lies please. because pple do get sick and tired of it, of eveything you've said. you know what, if this carry on, you might lose the friendship, lose the trust and credibility i have in you. If there's nothing you can say, i would rather you not talk or comment about it then you brag about it and leave it there hanging. In whatever things you do, do it with pride, with a good attitude and with the spirit of excellence.

Tell me what can i hope for in you, in this friendship that we have built all these years?

Trust is the foundation we build on

Honesty is not the best policy but the ONLY policy,

my friend.

teach me

2008-02-18T12:36:00.001+08:00

Quote - ' And a servant of the Lord must be... patient.' - 2 Tim 2:24

PATIENCE!

Patience is coping with people's faults and failings.
Patience is controlling your attitude when you want to lose it.
Patience is not raising your voice when you're angry.
Patience is a soft answer.
Patience is giving people more time than you think you should.
It is bearing with people while they learn what you already know.
Patience will make you 'complete', the Bible says, 'lacking nothing.'
Patience is waiting for people and doing it with a great attitude.
Patience is not huffing, sighing, and 'losing it'.
Patience is ruling your spirit.
Be patient!
With others. With yourself. With God.
The timing of God is perfect.

why not now?

2008-02-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i've got the book, Moving in the spirit by Phill Pringle. I'm going to start reading it later! 8D
I've got to blog about CCK Mccafe.
I met up jy in the morning today at cck and while waiting for him, i have craving for iced latte. If you're human, any iced latte at that point of time will looks appealing to you right? Though i wanted Starbucks, i thought of giving Mccafe a try since it's lyk half price cheaper and also, its the only place i can find iced latte in CCK and also at that hour of time. so i walked in and i said,

"Hi, can i have a iced latte?"
she didn't reply me, so i repeat at a louder (not harsh) voice.

"CAN I HAVE A ICED LATTE PLSSSS?"
she looked up and said sure. But after she said sure, she didn't do any action like most Mac crew will when they receive orders. Instead, she continued doing what she was doing which is squeezing chocolate into the ice-cream container. (i think it's for Sundae).

After 2mins of waiting or rather admiring on how she squeeze chocolate,
she finally asked me something,
"Do you want to upsize?"

i thought that was cooool! Their iced latte is like starbucks that comes in sizes and so i agreed.

"Okay, That will be $2.60"

"Huh? Is that true or really it's half price? God, This iced latte is goood lah!"
Then she passed me back $.0.40, while giving me the change, chocolate left on her hands stain onto me. (i did't react to it but i know that was gross!)

Then i saw her giving me milo. Immediately i stopped her and told her i ordered ICED LATTE and NOT ICED MILO.

To my disappointment, she didn't change Iced milo for me and insisted i ordered ICED MILO. To make things worse, she said she has alrdy keyed it into the machine and there's no way she can change it and i have to take it no matter what. Of course i was angry. I took the ICED MILO, glared and walked off! HURR! :(
what a way to start my sunday morning!

Then, the book make my day! 8D

Anyway, Joyce Meyer's book is goood. Had the chance to read it ytd though i think i bought it tgt wid mj some time back at expo. LOL.
Indeed everything was planned properly under God's supervision. the first chpt was alrdy a blown to me. TO be truful, sometime i thought,

"why can't i?"
"why am i not her who is both pretty and capable of everything?"
"Why is insecurity my problem and not theirs?"

(we're all human and sometimes insecurity creeps in)
and all sort of 'why-question' to myself goes on.
i mean, i can never feel better thinking about all those question. not only it's unhealthy, it's hindering me in every aspect of my life.
(if you know me well, you shuld know what i'm talking about).

True inner satisfaction is the most important thing in life that it is the result of enjoying life through the abiding presence of God. I know God's love will make me secure, i know when i feel fearful, God's there for me. Perfect love (which can only comes from God) cast out fear. The communication of our faith is made effectual by acknowledging every good thing which is in us in Jesus Christ, not by acknowledging every wrong thing with us. If we do not know we are beloved in Christ, we may become insecure. Don't allow the way other people treat you to determine your value.

The power is in our mouth.

"For by your words you will be justified, and by your words you will be condemned.”

If we speak badly about ourselves, we will feel condemned. So i am going to apply it, to speak postitively about myself as the first step to overcome insecurity, and never speak negatively about yourself. Speak words that empower you-not words that weaken you.

This week sermon makes me fall deeper in love with God and family.
Also, Thank you Teo Ming Jie!
you're the most trustworthy bestfriend i have ever found! Thank you for always trusting me! :D
(you shuld know what i mean) (:

THANK YOU!

2008-02-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

i just said i'm looking for phil Pringle book and then i found someone who has it.
GOD IS FAST & ALWAYS ON TIME! :D

Thank you john! (:

2008-02-15T12:48:00.003+08:00

For dearest jocelyn;

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
ok there's something I have to say.

Seems like it isn't mutual says:
mmm.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
Admittedly, I do like it when people say I'm good looking.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
sort of boosts my ego, helps in my confidence in talking to girls, stuff like that.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
ok this applies to every guy.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
but i don't know, my point is

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
when i'm with you, i feel like the happiest and luckiest guy around

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
i don't care how i look

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
what people say

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
ok i don't really know what i want to say

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
but with you my life is complete.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
that's the best i can ever ask for.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
so i cant deserve better.

Seems like it isn't mutual says:
wow.

promgSIANG "stacy's mum, has got it going on" says:
sry this came out somewhat disjointed

Seems like it isn't mutual says:
i don't know wad to say.

*i told you i'll put at my blog. (:
& also, i do remember the smiley, :D.

HAHAHA!

anyways, i'm clearing invoices now and it's eating into my lunch time lorrrr.
my boss is in bad mood today = i'll suffer. :(
and she's eating beside me now.
ur-hem. i thought we're not allowed to eat putside except at pantry? well, i don really care but sometime i finds her contradicting both in words and actions.
the best thing she does is piling up all invoices on my table and let me clear it. when i'm not ard, the invoices will be piled up on my table lyk big, tall mountain.

Then she will tell pple,

"sorry hor. my temp is not working today so the invoices are still on her table, untouch. if you need to know anything abt invoices, you got to wait for her when she's back. i don't know anything."

alright, you may comment. i'm not trying to push away everything and not doin my job as a temp but for me, its more lyk she is afraid of losing invoices. and there's alrdy some lost invoices within the piles of invoices on my table. from my past experience and also calls form various companies, i do doubt her credibility. I wonder how can a person lose a invoices just lyk that when it's all filed up properly. And the best past comes when regina come into the situation.

FYI, they're not talkign at all and if they talk (infact, they yell) they will 'kup' each other phone after talking. But most of the time, i'm the transmitter they use. -.-
Regina could not be bothered to talk to her at all because everyone in the company know that she's is always losing invoices, then thinks she's right, and push the blame to others which is yours truly. :(

But everyone in the company said the SHE LOVES & DOTES ME THE MOST!
C'mon, are you blind? if you're, i'm not blind. and i do now if you love me by the way you treat and react to me. or even gestures. but i can't deny that there's some times she treats me real gooood. (AND THAT'S VERY SOME TIMES PLSSSSSSSSSSSS)

alright, i got to work now.
&& i'm searching for phil pringle book, moving in the spirit!

2008-02-14T15:52:00.012+08:00

I STILL THINK WE SHULD NOT TAKE PPLE & THINGS FOR GRANTED.
WHATEVER YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED NOW, YOU WILL LOSE IT ONE DAY.

if you can do for others, why is the others not me?
why can't i? sometime i feel great with you, and sometime i feel lousy with you ard. pls don't speak to me with that tone cos it makes me feel wrong.
or maybe i shuld change my circles of friend? or maybe i'm just so wrong about you? or maybe i'm being paranoid.

I think i know what to do, for now.

WHAT GOD GIVE, NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY.

WHAT GOD DIDN'T GIVE, YOU WILL NEVER GET.

maybe you're not suppose to be in at the very starting.
& i totally mixed up. (:

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY

2008-02-14T12:40:00.005+08:00

I’m back to work alrdy! Heh. I know Jocelyn still love me though she has siangg. Ur-hem, I mean saints 13. HAHA.
Is he sweet or is he sweet? You shuld see what he gave to Jocelyn. It must be the best V’day present ever. (:
I wanted to blog ytd but I was tired. So I shall blog now instead.

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY & HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS! :D :D :D

namely you,Y

You know what, I think I’m so over you. hah!
Well anyways, my colleague is very sweeeeeeeeeeet plssss! :D

p.s “is your sugar free of charge?”
hah! but I love it though.

Till now, I’m still mesmerize by my earlier post’s song. Can the lyrics be any sweeter? (:

Another nice song by Wing is called, 恋爱了.

This song is for the 单恋者 or if you like, One-Way traffic. Hahahaa. It’s a faster-beat one. After listening to it, you'll be smiling to yourself, feeling happppppppy, joyful as though all your enemies died!
Some might hop back home! HAHA.

The feeling is great.
Here goes the lyrics,

清晨的微风摇曳数枝头
爱歌唱那只鸟叫醒我
你为我作了早餐
站在楼下等著我
忍不住留下一个吻
印在你额头

明明才分开也没过多久
脑袋被你的脸孔占满了
MSN的昵称把它换成我好爱你
手机里简讯和照片
让人看了让人脸红红

我真的恋爱了
全世界恋爱了
你爱她他爱她
我爱你你爱我蠢蠢欲动
搞不懂不用懂
你快乐我就感动
答应我就这样手牵手到永久

why can't i?
If everything were to be back to square one, I will do the same.
If only.
YYY

&&& i still find Mike He hot. ;D

LOVE

2008-02-13T16:54:00.003+08:00

罗文裕(wing)'s song is very nice & sweeeeeeeeeeeet! (:
It makes you excited for Valentine's day tml! :D
heh. & the lyrics is very nice plus meaningful.
trust me, you shuld hear it. after hearing it, you will love it and it will make you feel gooooooooooooooood! :D
&& i hope you, esp you hear it.

就怕时间不够
让你好好爱我
偶而我犯的错
你连宽容也温柔

沉默也是沟通
哭泣也为感动
不管黑夜和白昼
我会让你无泪无忧
时间慢慢走像1个沙漏
爱细水长流
不管天多冷有你抱著我
也就觉得暖和

我和你一前一后一左一右在爱情漫游
眼前的风光虽美不胜收
比不过你1个笑容
最初的感动还留在心中从来没变过
那怕有1天我们都老了
还要牵你的手

故事的最后结局会有许多种
而我们的爱是唱不完的歌

i shall blog again tonight. (:

2008-02-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

almost.
AND i remember,

WHEN THE OCEANS RISE
AND THUNDERS ROAR
I WILL SOAR WITH YOU
ABOVE THE STORM
FATHER, YOU ARE THE KING
OVER THE FLOOD
I WILL BE STILL
AND KNOW YOU ARE GOD

nothing in this world, not even you.

MY HEART AND MY STRENGTH
MANY TIMES THEY FAIL
BUT THERE IS ONE TRUTH
THAT ALWAYS WILL PREVAIL

GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART
AND MY PORTION FOREVER

Undiscovererd

2008-02-10T22:21:00.001+08:00

URGE to watch movie.

1. Ah Long Pte Ltd

2. P.S I love you

3. Kung Fu Dunk

love is in the air.

Everyone has the urge, on the verge to merge.

maybe i'm a burden to you.

Goooodbye, for now.

OVERWHELMED

2008-02-04T14:03:00.000+08:00

I’m feeling great now for some reasons. (:
I’m leaving tml early in the morning at 6am. heh. I’m catching up with Joshua tonight! he's so funny and random if you know what I mean.
Like my friend, I've been very much screwed at work.
I’ll tell you something, looooooooooook;

FORTITUDE means the strength of mind that enables a person to encounter danger or bear pain or adversity with courage.
And if you like, you can say it's to ENDURE.

Endurance pleases God.

Sir Winston Churchill once said,

"Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm."

some inspration quote like,

"I am not called to be successful, but to be faithful."

"I am not here to enter a race, but to finish the race."

For me, it's like, "woooooow! What a Revelation!"

ultimately I know that after enduring thru all tough times, ups & downs, with some emotions involved, I’ll come out a conqueror, greater giant with stronger might and better grips on handling my emotions, keeping everything under my control, making sure that my flesh don't get the better of me. Also, I wouldn't be where i am today without God's strength, only God holds on to my hands, guiding me thru. And and my Bestfriend, Holy Spirit. He's the best and will always be. The room in my heart is specially set aside for Him.
(Other then my future partner! lol.)

For God,
I’m just simply, overwhelmed. Yes, OVERWHELMED is the word.

Friend’s hard to find, moreover best friend. And to get the one that will hit your expectation of a “friend-Score-Board”, you’ll take a longer time. In fact, you might not even get one because no one in this world is perfect. No one can ever hit being a 100% true bestfriend who will never ever ever lies, never ever ever miss out times when you need them by your side the most, never ever ever.

If you happen to get one, tell me that I might get to see him/her. Heh.

But if you don’t have a bestfriend, don’t be upset, don’t blame God. Not that God’s selfish or stingy in giving you friend, but maybe your expectation is too high or maybe, the problem is in you that make pple turn off, maybe it’s your attitude and the way you treat your friends.
God gives us friends and,

Friends are like angels that God place into our lives. Don’t always blame your friend for this and that but think thru the reasons for them doing it. Understand them and be willing to go the extra mile for your friends. God wants to change you, mould you to be who He is. I’m not perfect but I’m following Jesus and I’m on my way there! (I’m at Express road! :D )

Oh, don’t get me wrong, you still can find 1 or maybe 2 bestfriend but it needs some time though. Thank God, I found mine. (:
so i says,
I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY BESTFRIEND :D

BYEBYE,
~~INVOICES MISS ME.~~

If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.

i hope not.

2008-01-29T13:28:00.000+08:00

i wonder,
am i selfish, or insecure, or am i just ?
cos I'm feeling weird, or maybe it's a mixed feeling. i don know.
we all know heart can change. And out of no where, pple asked if I'm secure with myself, with my friends and what really means insecurity? yes, i am secure though insecurity used to be my best friend. now I'm better and am moving on.
Thank God it didn't stop me from being who i am. so since I'd moved on, why should i look back, right? cos friends play a big part in my life, esp you.

But if God says so, trust me, I'll listen.

friends are pple who will stay on,walked in when everyone in the world walked out. and off course, i have found friends who'd stayed on with me all this while. I'm glad and am happy to know them, esp you. because somehow, somewhat, they do things that will make me laugh despite their stupidity, annoying and childish actions.
i wonder if, it's only in front true friends, then will we be our true self, be our real-self, be the real me.

Am i too sensitive or is my friend right about me when they said, I'm just insecure? Am i doing things that contradict to my promise to God that I'll change? Is my actions not showing any changes for better? Or maybe, i thought I've change and the truth is, I'm not and I've been living in denial all along.

God, i hope not.

emo is calling me.

changes

2008-01-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

OMGOOOOOOOODNESSSSS!
O level result is finally releasing tml, after 2pm. This is exciting and I’m feeling anxious right now even when I’m blogging!
http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2008/pr20080121.htm

Though I’m the one taking the result slip, my family and company are making a big hooooooooo-ha over it! -.- They sound more excited then I am. It’s lyk, huang hou bu ji, ji si tai jian. HAHAH!
Releasing of result means a new beginning of my life in poly, knowing more new pple and a change of environment.
CHANGES, CHANGES, still CHANGES :D :D :D

on the lighter note, i found new love. hah! :D
I’m about to knock of in 45 mins time! and I know it’ll be tml in a blink of eye.
soooooooooooooo, SINGAPORE POLY! I’M COMINGGGGGG :D

I love my work now. (:
AND AND My boss and colleagues rock today!
BYE BYE.

Yours Truly,
CaiHui.

bored

2008-01-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

my colleague is super funny. she came down to my desk to look at Mr. Aquarius. I know Denise created opportunity for her. Don laugh, Jocelyn! i know you're smiling away. HAHA :D
I'm blogging now cos I'm bored. I'd just finished typing the crew's passport. They have 168 crews on board now! Hopefully it's leaving soooooon or else, I'll kill Joyce. i look more lyk a temp maid than a temp admin. maybe, temp type-r of passport. well, whatever it maybe, it just have the urge of sch opening! poly life sounds great! heh. ACTUALLY NOOOOO! if fact, getting a new laptop sound more appealing and attractive to me! i know my dad so going to kill me but still i know, he loves meeeee! :D :D :D
i love working here now though i have to do no. of weird stuffs not within my job scope, because i have wonderful colleagues! (: All of us have the same views about HR. hah!

i want to watch newest Mike He show! cos he's really hoooooot! He's a sweeeeeet guy actually. I know there's no such typical guy on this earth now but then, Mike He is still worth of my late night sleeping hours!
i change the view of demanding guys! :D
Anw, he’s way to hot. You know, he is way to hoooooot!
HAHAHAHHA :D

Sorry

2008-01-17T14:49:00.000+08:00

bored. and it's frezzzzzzzzzzzing cold. :x
i know i hasn't been updating. And i know i shuldn't be here blogging since its office hour and i shuld be finding some Oxford invoices. seriously, i hate it when my office phone rings! it'll be stated either from REGINA KOH or TEMP-ACCOUNTS. my goodnesss.
everyone knows next line will be,

"Did you manage to find that invoices? They're rushing already leh. My file shows the invoices are with you. Faster find it if not they will keep calling me and they will stop supply soon." Followings are their favourite linesssssssss,

1. It's VERY URGENT!
2. They're stopping the supply.
3. The supplier is rushing.
4. Where are all those impt invoices?
5. Where's Britoil and Oxford's (some company) invoices?
6. Can you rush Joyce (my boss) for me?
7. Faster distribute the invoices for pple to review and check thru.
8. Are the invoices lost?
9. sry, i still have the ask you for invoices. oh ya, your department have alot of things to do lehhhhhh. Can you search for my invoices first if not the vessel will not move.

The list goes on.
FYI, I'M WORKING ADMIN NOT ACCOUNTS! ADMIN, you know? ADMIN.
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/Admin

There's alot of days when i wanted to blog but I'm too lazy when i reach home. I've alot of OT. Though the pay is good, i still rather use the time elsewhere lyk rotting at home, listening to my lovely ipod for as long as i want it to be. oh ya, before i forgot. i have to stay here till end of Feb=first week of March. That includes me having to wake up at 730am daily till March, more $ to spent, more OT :( , less sleeping hours, MORE OF SEEING my sickening boss! LOL.
she's a nice person actually if she don give me work that is beyond my job scope.

how i wish.

anw, now i find Ed Hardy interesting! In fact, the design suddenly look nice to me. LOL. i must be a dumb last time when i don really know how to appreciate. HAHA. whatever it may be, Ed hardy is my new list! MUAHA! :D :D :D
CNY is coming and I'm getting a Little excited abt it alrdy. not that it's near or the ang bao is attractive but buying new clothes and stuff excites me! Heh. Also, i'm getting my O lvl result lyk next week. it's superrrrrrrrr fast now that i think back! I will be able to catch up with old friends.

Speaking about friends, I do miss going out with Bestfriend very very much. 10mins of talk before others come is spending QT too! heh.

it's hard, i know.
i have a question for you. But you'll never know it cos i just "delete" away.
am i disappointed or am i just disappointed.

Till then, I promise I'll miss updating you.
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue,
I'm sorry about all things I said to you
and I know I can't take it back.

2008-01-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS: combination of nov-dec (:

sry, i'm late.
and i lost some of the photos too. don ask me the reason cos i wonder why too (:

2007-12-31T10:05:00.000+08:00

I’ve to change, and the time is now.

Ytd sermon was super AWESOME! Trust me, you wouldn’t want to leave your life without God who’s the only one and only way that can mould, teach, guide and most importantly, CHANGE you! I don’t know about you but I’m practically very impacted by the sermon ytd. Something that sounds refreshing to my spirit yet lethargies in my flesh. I know the problem is in me and fear is the thing within me. You wouldn’t want to be in bondage by fear cos it’s not good feeling at all. Fear cripples you every area of your life, and unless you get rid of fear, you can experience the goodness of God, promises that He had said to fulfilled in your life. Fear makes you fearful of stepping out, even those tiny things that God requires you to do. It makes you stay in your comfort zone, deceive you with negative thoughts and it makes you fearful of ‘Changes’. Pastor Tan said, “If you don’t lead ‘change’, ‘change’ will lead you elsewhere where you don’t want to be, places where there’s no righteousness- peace, joy, love in the spirit” different people have different encounters in the spirit. As for me, this is a WOW! More than just pure words and sentence, it’s like the word jump into my heart. It’s those feelings that I can’t describe and which you’ve to experience it yourself. It makes me even dependent on God, on His promises in my life.

Heaven and earth will fade, but His word will still remain.

2007 has been a challenging year for me. Though with ups and downs, scolding and molding, I Thank God for standing by me through it all, hold on to me as I fall. Thank God I didn’t give up halfway thru and survived till the very end of 2007.
When I think back now, what a relieved! God has been faithful to me all these years even when there’s time when I’m faithless. Human are always not perfect, including me. Sometimes, my flesh gets the better of me and I compromise. I know I shouldn’t so I said, I’m not perfect. All these while, I’ve been striving to do the best I could and when I failed, I failed badly and negative thoughts came into my mind. Thank God for His word that helps me, His hand that uphold me, His strength that pull me thru, His grace that’s more than enough for me. He always turns my disappointment into a new appointment, setbacks as a stepping stone for me to leap forward and my weaknesses is made perfect in His strength. God will take the ownership of my life in 2008. Yes, 2008 will be the greatest year yet! :D I’m getting exciteeeeeeed in the New Year tgt with God!
New year, New resolution, new challenges with new things to come with new changes with NEW CAIHUI with new, better attitude :D
Yes, better skills in my guitar! Heh. (: Guitar is one thing caihui’s very proud of plsssssss if you've known her very well!

Goodbye negative thoughts, welcome Godly thought.
Goodbye 2007, welcome 2008.
Goodbye tradition, embrace 'changes'.
and,

When there’s fear, Faith will overcome.

2007-12-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

Anyone, just anyone but not you agn.
can i have the meaning of hypocrisy? maybe i should not seek the meaning from you but from my eyes. after all, actions speaks louder than words. oh, maybe I'm just getting a little misunderstanding, making a commotion but let me say, I'm tired alry.
Period!
i don't need lies, i need the truth. Maybe to you, it might be hard to tell me the truth. maybe there just no need to it. maybe, maybe and maybe. but I'm certain that i will keep a distance from you at least from now.
i want to be myself, and THIS IS ME!

once bitten, twice shy.

xiang tai duo

2007-12-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

S000000000 very finally, Sunday is just tml which is lyk 14hrs away from now! the sad thing is I've to work tml! yes, WORK TURNS MY WEEKEND BAD! though it's 2x pay, i rather not work and buy time. :(

Also, not forgetting that today Thanksgiving cg was great, extremely with steamboat, jokes, fun and laughter! Thinking back, God has really done a tremendously work in every single one of us in N371. our relationship was bond even closer, open to one another and also, love for one another is even greater now, willing to go for the extra mile. Everyone has changed for the better, help in creating a more lively N371! Growing up and maturing in God wouldn't be easy without you guys by my side ,encouraging me, holding on to my hand and pushing me forward. some people have left but new people joined and You're those who's made the impact in my life. Thank you for creating the new CaiHui today. (:

Thank you Cuen for ur encouragment. Thk God you didn't give up on me when i decided to give up on myself. every little tiny things you've done in my life is greatly appreciated. I'll remember things that you've taught me and they'll follow me wherever i go. i will remember those time when I've no one to turn to,God'll sent You to me. Thks for standing by me all these times, helping me in my walk with God, bringing me to greater heights. You're definitely more than a leader in my life. LOVE!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

I LOVE N371 :D

AND! I love my CG 3Cs+E alot alot! They've been the closest and dearest to me :D
Namely, CUEN, CHRISTY & CONSTANCE + Eileen! you know you love me. heh. i'll write in letter cos it'll be super loooooooooooong! HAHAHAHA
Also, not forgetting our cg most muscular man, CHUA JUN YONG! :D
THANK YOU! Your DIY wasn't that bad after all lahh. heh. thks for making the effort for this cg! i can't upload the photos, so all photographers of N371, upload the pics at Kodak. :D
oh ya, i want to thank alot of pple lahhh esp dearest MS SOH SIYING, MY BEST FRIEND! :DD

Bye Bye, i'm going out now.
是我想太多, 你總這樣說.

2007-12-28T15:51:00.000+08:00

Whatever Captures Your Focus Controls Your Life.

Your focus determines the direction of your life. Ascertain what you like to do and focus on that objective. An idle mind will become a negative mind. That’s the reason for the importance of focusing God’s word and His will for you in life. I personally had found it to be true not only in my life, but also in the lives of others, that my moods are determined by what captures my focus. Also, your enemy understands that by capturing your focus, he has the ability to alter your life. Many individual including myself had underestimated the power focus play on our life. It’s only until we realize it, we can then have experience the rewarding life God has promised. The emotions you feel, whether good or bad, reveal your focus. God does not and will not force you to focus on His word; it’s your responsibility. As you do, your feelings will follow.

I’ll blog again maybe at night cos I’m working. heh (:

:(

2007-12-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

i don know, but i feel this way.

i don't know. i don't know.

God,i need your grace and mercy.

i need, i need, i need You.

only You.

That's all.

Lord of all the earth

How You care for me

You have made me

You will save and carry me always

You are faithful

Your joy is my strength

Lord you are my God

I rely on You

I put my hope in things not seen

Your promises all true

Always you’re with me

Your hand will lift me

My trust is in your name

2007-12-10T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'M BREAKING AWAY!

D.A.R.E

DreamAttitudeResilienceExtraordinary

Counting down to BREAKAWAY CAMP! Yes, a challenging, exciting Youthful camp. Youthful not equivalent to kiddish! MUAHA :D Just thinking about it excites me. I admit i wasn't very excited at first because i can't go at all due to my working schedule but thk God! (: After attending last week CGM by yah lan, it changed my point of view. Also, a BIG, BIG, BIG, BIG, HUMONGOUS THANK YOU to all the leaders for planning this camp! They really put in alot of effort for this camp though they're not the one playing. Thumbs up for all the leaders :D (Their head must have grew bigger, cracking nuts even faster then before!)

I'm in faith group which is the TRANSFORMERS! well, i need not explain anymore because the word, TRANSFORMERS says it all for me! HAHA. our logo's super nice plssss! i feels GREAT now. heheee.

This camp will teach me to Break away from ALL my bad habits. no one is perfect, so am i. I'm waiting for a transform-ed. this camp that has yet to come, have alrdy sparks off the sensation in me. Not forgetting the joy, laughter and companies in the team - TRANSFORMERS which i am going to meet this wed(: We'll be transform-ed by FAITH LEONG with her strong arms, legs and also thru the powerful words and actions that she's going to use. Trust me, Faith Leong is ain't no other women. SHE's GREAT, LOVING,UNDERSTANDING etc. cos she changed my life two years back when i first came to Church! (: Yes, you'll experience it yourself during this camp!

The news of having a different style of CGM sounds pleasant to my ears. it makes my jaw opened WIDE. i sound exaggerating lahh but who cares. i mean, leaders's soooooo creative! Not only did they fork out time to plan our camps(whey they're real busy with hectic schedule), they even have time to think of creative way in leading the CGM! just thinking about it makes me go WOW! that’s why it’s such an anticipation. :D

I'm getting excited NOW! I'm not only waiting for fun, interesting games, I'm also waiting for a touch from God because a touch from God will change my life completely. It'll bring me up to another level of breakthrough, something that's supernatural, beyond you and my limits, beyond what we can think of. My God is a creative God (: Underneath all this things, He'll clear all my doubts, all my bad habit, all the unbelief or trace of doubt in my heart. Thereby, i believes that Heaven and earth will fade, but His words will still remain. i don like nice, sweet words that sound smoothing to my ears but i want the truth because the truth will set you free. This camp will reveals all, cleanse and I'll BE TRANSFORM-ED!

if you expect nothing, you'll get nothing. But if you expect something, you will not get nothing but something EXTRAORDINARY!

GEAR UP!

Ready, set, GO!

rainbow.

2007-11-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Spending my day with siying and mj was so much better than with the others. Also, not forgetting my dearest christy who ran out of hs to pass me present, darling constance who personalised my guitar bag with colourful strips and shiny glitter. though Eileen wasn't there, i know she love me alot too! HAHA.
i shan't talk abt grad night cos it'll take me forever. The food was bad though :/
Siying's so sweet. she greets me with the Marks & Spencer chocolate & Mcnuggets. (: then christy pop out of nowhere, followed by Constance. LOVE! Their sudden appearances makes me felt loved! i learned to differentiate true good friends even clearer now.
thanks&goodbye to you. THE END.

As i interact with more people, my social circles expand but my inner circles of friends reduce. because i get to see true colour of you, you and you. maybe I'm in the wrong, maybe we're in the wrong or maybe, being neutral's a better choice. When time is calling the shot, i hope our friendship will not be strained. hopefully, that's enough. whatver the situation maybe, i know of friends whom i can rely on. Thank God for nice, true friends He puts into my life. They plays impt roles in my life. THANK YOU! :D God has give me new things, new and great friends! (:
old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著　
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到

i'm the one to blame

2007-11-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

MISSED!

I'm utterly disappointed with myself last week. i wasn't understanding at all, i wasn't so i need some enlightenment. yes, God as usual came to my rescue. thank God for God Himself. He makes me feel so much better. I'm just afraid, very afraid infact.
i don't know how, i don't know why but my God's the God of solutions. He provides me the answer for the complex question within me. I'm so sorry that sometimes my flesh get the better of me, and i tends to be so impulsive. don't ask me why but i know i want to change,i need to change and I'm changing. Give me a chance, will you?
God gives us friends and thank YOU for being there for me. friends're like angel that God sent into our life. You've been a encourager to me, a person whom i pour my feelings to, a person whom i trusted, a person who'll always be there to cheer me up. yes, God's in my inner circle,my top priority but YOU too, are in my circles of friends. It's the inner ones. i hope i've been a great friend to you, someone whom you'll turn to, whom you'll trust. someone who'll make your day. though i don't know how to express, i don't how to say it, i do cares and love you. hopefully, my actions are enough.

MORE THAN WORDS, my dear friends.

capture the thought

2007-11-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

capture the thought.

while I'm on my way to Clark quay, i began to think back abt my past. rebellious years of mine and those days that i don't wish to go home. The sight of my parents irritates me. i really treat them badly, i wasn't a good, obedience girl back then. neither am i a typical Chinese daughter who will always spare a thought for them. character of being filial wasn't in me or maybe i chose not to. i regretted.
when i saw the side view of my dad, i realised that he's getting old. yes,time flies but for me, they zoom. it seems so ytd that my dad just piggy-backed me but in fact, it has been 15 years. just ytd, i overheard my dad complaining that his hand's aching and the pain is unbearable. i don noe how to express it. well, human can be so funny. i mean, why is showing love, care and concern to pple sound so easy but when it comes to action, we just contradict ourselves. sometimes i wonder how nice the world can be if every words that comes out from pple's mouth are words of edification. life and death lies in the power of tongue. I've been trying to circumcise my lip that i may be a better person, less critical and less sarcastic. but then agn, easier said then done. (still, I'm trying). thereby, if i have ever said something hurtful, and had caused you to build a fence ard your heart, I'm so sorry.

i don want to be left alone on the shelf like the newspaper. there's no one bothering and no one who can understand it. Even if they do, they read it and put it aside. how sad life can be. i don want ending up in a state of loneliness so I TRUST IN GOD! He put friends in to my life(: nice, sweet friends!

i don want to be a visitor. a visitor see, experience and walked off but i want to be a person who'll stay. i saw and experienced God in my life. i want to be the one girl who will be the light to shine for God. Everywhere i go, I'll bring life to pple, adding flavour and colour to their life. Their life can be dull and with no colour but not till they met Jesus, not till they experience God.

You are why i sing,
You are why i live.
everything of me, i place at Your feet.
You are why i love,
You are why i give.
everything of me belongs to You.

untill a brighter day.

2007-11-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

i know its only o5'Nov and i'm not supposed to be here-blogging at all. Yes, i've been studying all this while. all those time i slacked, i repay back at night. this routine continues, but now i felt so much relieved becos it's over. a peroid of studying non-stop with those awful sight of books turn me off immediately. nevertheless, i managed to pull thru not by myself, but by the grace of God.

This peroid of O lvl let me learn so much. i managed to see different points of view of people and true colours of my friends, so clearly. Those i thought was always there for me wasn't there or maybe I'm just way too sensitive. yes, i also saw the selfishness of my friends. thinking back, if I'd considered them selfish, should they even be considered as my friend? it's only thru times like this that i get to see God so clearly in my life. indescribable feelings and those thought that i have in my mind reminds me of those ample times that I've neglected God, those time that I've let Him down, those times that i wasn't at all being obedience to His word. yes, i was so far behind. through these period of times, i can say that God has never leave me, not once. It's His renewal strength that helps me thru my O lvl. He's a comforter when i feel down and up sad, He's my booster who never fails to boost me, He's my encourager when i felt I'm a lousy person. And I'm very sure that He's the person standing at the end of this lap that i run with arms wide open and carrying a wide smile on His face. people may fails you, but my God will never. i know because i experience it myself and i see it clearly with my own eyes the way He had use people to brighten up my day. Yes, I'm so glad for the friends He'd put into my life.

Thank you cuen for those encouraging cards and letters. thanks for encouraging me with those words cos it meant so much to me at that point of time. Your letter always come at the right time. love!

Thank you christy for ALL the little sweet things you have done; all the cards, letter and chocolates that you gave me! oh, it makes my study table looks more like a provision shop. Thanks for standing by me all these while, coming to my house just because i can't go out. your actions touches me aloooot. and now O lvl's finally over! WE CAN GO OUT SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D
Thank you Constance for those lovely encouraging MSG and words! your hug make me feel so much better :D love!
also, THANK YOU N371! :D

Thank you SOH SI YING! :D I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!
thks for helping me with my work, clearing my doubts and so on. also, thks for bringing joy into my life. though you may be quite demanding at times, i still love you! HAHAHA (:
Thank you photographer TMJ! :D thanks for helping me in my maths. i know you almost fainted while teaching, but for you this kind of hard rock, it should be even harder to vomit saliva :D you're so entertaining that i ROFL almost everytime i see you but you're irritating at times that i want to slap you. HAHAHA!

THANK YOU! :D

when there's no way, God will make a way. To the man who pleases God, He gives wisdom, guide you along the best pathway for your life, advise & watch your progress.

2007-09-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

I AM YOURS MY LORD,
DO TO ME AS YOU WILL.

What u take for granted now, u will lose it one day.

'O's level in 1mths time.
caihui's blog having rest till 06 nov.

CAIHUI's waiting to be FREE.

FACING THE GIANTS!

2007-09-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

FACING THE GIANTS!

had combined cellgrp meeting with W355 at cuen's hs on weds. woke up early in the morning & gave christy morning call. we met up & went to cuen's hs to helpout. movie aft cellgrp ends. FACING THE GIANTS is a good show so two thumbs up for it! it really shows many principles in life that we've seen and encounter but have yet really overcoming or halfway thru of overcoming it. A movie worth watching & also a life-changing one! this family-friendly and faith-inspiring motion picture is winning my hearts & mind, i felt so much motivated & encouraged!

i love brock not that he's hot but for his NEVER GIVING UP attitude! many a times, situation falls hard on us, problems arising and so on and we're on the verdge of giving up, God shows up. i mean how nice can God be. He's there to be your lifter, your courage booster to boost you up. there's no areas that God's not there for you, there's nothing that's blocking God from helping you, there's not any problems that's too big& difficult for My God to solve. THERE's NOTHING! infact, God's too good. He has never fails me. There's tears of sorrow, of sympathy, of joy, and most imptly, at the end of the day, tears from being overwhelmed like Grant taylor. indeed God is my provider who provides me with everthing i need according to His riches and Glory.
in life, you always have that little block of doubt, insecurities, especially when things aren't going well. You hear people talking about you, you see boosters getting together. That hurts. On the outside, you have to be up, but on the inside, there's always a block of insecurity, a speck of a lack of confidence. i mean that part of the movie was so real. And then seeing grant taylor turns to God, turn to the Bible to work through that. I really could feel it. i laughed, i cried and i came away with a renewed sense of God's direction in my lives. i'm going to embrace a new attititude and view things from God's aspect. afterall, it's not how we're going to do things but how God's going to use us and do things. thru those timesbe it bad or good, that God's glory may be revealed and shown. thru ups and downs of life, i understand God even more, realising He loves me more than anyone else does!

cuen's goooooood lahhh! see the hearts ((:

i love cons!

TRUST ME,
i don't like feeling restricted at all!

2007-09-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

changes in life is inevitable, so instead of whining about why they have to happen, why not embrace them? you never know-the next unexpected circumstance that occurs in your life might just be a blessing in disguise! God will turn your disappointment into new appointment! (: no problem can solved unless the parties involved work together. if your friend means something to you, swallow your pride and make the first move.

lines of comunication,

allow for space and time apart.

did you feel what i felt too?

now, you tell me what i should do.

STILL-NESS

2007-08-31T19:38:00.000+08:00

firstly, i want to say I've cravings for cakes! I'm so going to try out TIRAMISU CHEESE CAKE & BITTER CHOCOLATE FUDGE CAKE of cafe cartel, ROYAL CHOCOLATE, CHOC CHIP WALNUT, CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE & BROWNIE WALNUT of secret recipe ~~someday~~ :(

if you noticed, it's a new skin. take notice of the heart cos it'll change colour. (: I've also removed the song cos i find it's quite irritating at times.
AND finally, after sooooo much discussion we're going out next Thurs! (: AND also, christy & me will be having lunch with cuen at marina during her lunch break den we'll go KBOX, agn. (:
anw, i wonder what's the point of sch holidays when we're to go back to sch lyk 4times/week. tat's called a HOLIDAY? ya right huh. :/ it's good that teachers spent time on us but it would be even better if teachers can also give us a brk to stop seeing them. LOL! there's tonnes of homework to complete, xtra lessons to go for and additional homework from the xtra lessons.
so much things to do, yet there's only so much time left. the problem is me lahhh, i am the problem lorrr. having such a poor time management, having time spent on unnecessary things. maybe there's some more, i don't know & neither do i want to find out. BUT after this 2mths, i promise I'll SCREAM & LAUGH!

I'll be still and know You're God.

God of my forever.

2007-08-27T22:09:00.001+08:00

feeling kinda lazy to update recently. :/

alright! sooooooooooooooo .. i saw a REAL Ronald MacDonald ytd when i was at JE entertainment lunch-ing with Eileen. actually i pitied that guy lahh. his eyebrows mus've hurt alot AND! AND! the face is super white! i wonder how he do it & also how he's going to remove it from his face. LOL! then, He's HUGEEEEEEEEE!

then jiakang's leg is WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!

Aug has been a awesome mth for me! with so much guest speaker from overseas speaking, I'm reallly motivated to be more kingdom-minded & kingdom-motivated! ((: &
i love Dr. AR Bernard, Dr Joyce Meyer & Pst Kong!
Now we're alr at the last week of SOTM.

"isn't that fast!" exclaimed caihui.
"but i want more!" caihui roared! HAHAHA :D

cuen made this chocolate banana mossue cake for me, christy & hongjie! anw, i love her loads, truckloads, shiploads! & if i ever says i love you truckloads, truckloads, shiploads! it means i realllllllly love you from the bottom of my heart lahh! :DDDDDDDDD i also treat pple differently cos special pple, special treatment! HAHAHA!

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER
YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER
YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE
ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
TELL OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU MY LORD
I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

GOD OF MY LIFE I SURRENDER
MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW
HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN
NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY 'WELL DONE'
BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE

FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I'LL WALK THIS NARROW WAY

不能说的秘密

2007-07-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

i love horlicks. ((:
HO HO HO, vitamin B6 he shi si ba tiao xiang jiao yi yang duo!
& it goes on but i don noe how to sing BUT i do know its Horlicks .. 55 pkt of milk & Horlicks .. 3kg spinach. LOL! I'm always too late to record the commercial songs & when I'm abt to record, its over :(
i really, reallly, realllllly don mind if there's someone helping me to keep a lookout on how to sing or even better, record it down! :D

RAINING SEASONS. this few days has been raining, raining, still raining. i seriously suspect i have rheumatism lahh. :/ my back pain lyk i don noe, any pain can describe it & i felt like an old lady. & also i know the weather forecast before others lorr, cause eveytime when it's going to rain, my back will pain, & i really mean PAIN! awwwwwwwww! it's bad, very bad :( so I've done alot of stretching this week. in fact its even more times than when I'm practicing for my NAFFA sit&reach.
There's Eng workshop tml at 8am & 5A peeps're to report earlier bcause Akmal our chairperson have to allocate out Meet the parent session timing slot for next Fri! hopefully my timing will be nice or else, i guess i won't be going.
Weekend Services with Rev. Mike Connell on sat(tml) & sun! feeling excited for it alr ((: he's good at healing + deliverance lahhh. I'M SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED! :D

& Conference with Rev. Dr. A.R. Bernard on 11-12 Aug 2007
&& Weekend Services with Dr. Joyce Meyer on 18-19 Aug 2007
&&& Conference with Dr. Joshua Young Gi Hong on 21-22 Aug 2007
&&amp;amp;&& Weekend Services with Rev. Dr. Ulf Ekman on 10-11 Nov 2007
&&amp;amp;&&& Weekend Services with Rev. Dr. Phil Pringle on 17-18 Nov 2007
&amp;amp;&&&&& Weekend Services with Rev. Dr. John Avanzini on 8-9 Dec 2007

MY GOD IS MIGHTY TO SAVE! ((:
因為你
我的生命能如此獨特
分別為聖
因為你
我有永恆生命在我心
一生為你

你所賜的一切
遠超過這個世界
我的意義在於你

一生我願為你獻上
我心全然愛你
高舉雙手
懇求我的主
來充滿我
呼召我必定會跟隨
我心全然歸你
因有我主
你慈愛與恩典
不離開我

你的同在
你的大能
主我全人降服於你

first love: JESUS

2007-07-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Good days give you happiness; bad days give you experiences; both are essential to life.

I've alot to blog but I'm lazy. :/
still, I'll blog. randomly luhh in case christy roarrrrrr me! hahaha :D
FRIENDSHIP IS NOT MEASURED THIS WAY, THAT WAY, WHATEVER WAY!
End of June wasn't good for me though :( & that's all i wuld say. FULL-STOP!
ehhhh, but ITS A NEW MTH: JULY so God, i expect more (: heh. MORE OF YOU & also MORE OF THOSE BAD TIMES whr i can find You standing ever closer to me, moulding, guiding & using me, helping me to move on with strength renewed every single day.
*CAIHUI DECLARE CAIHUI LOVE JESUS MORE THAN YTR :D*

TODAY i learnt alot from the SOTM! i mean it was reallllllly POWER PACT and was a blasst lahhhhh. HAHA! hard to describe here. anw, cuen's superb! she's the TOP BODY SHOP FANS plsssssssssss (: tell me who can beat her when she has alot(plentiful, abundant) body shop stuffs that she can even give it to me, cons & christy. AND SHE's NO LACK lorrrrrr! -.-" DON MESS WITH MY CGL horrrrrr! HAHA. I LOVE CUEN lahhhhh :D thks for all the stuffs u gave. oh, she's also our make-over and make-up artist! SHE's GOOOOOOOD lahhhhhh. ((: BUT BUT BUT SHE's MARRIED! HAHAHAHAHA! awwwwwwwwwwww! DON BE SAD :(
it's pouring heavily outside now, BOOOOOOOOOO cos it makes me miss my bed and give up on coursework YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH cos it's soooooooo soooooooo coooooling. :D
oh ya, CHRISTY's soooooooooo niceeeeeeee luh. she copied song lyrics for me (:
AUNTIE SIYING's soooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeet cos she greets me with aloe Vera drink for my sore throat on sat (: I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO BLESSSSSSSED TO HAVE THEM AS MY GOOOOOOOOD FRENS (:

non-retaliative love.
our relationships with one another are to be based on love.

Hand in hand thru storm

2007-07-04T23:00:00.001+08:00

Friendship is not measured in this way!

小手拉大手

2007-06-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLO!
Sch's holidays ended :(
& CAIHUI's dad brought her a CRUMPLER!
&& CAIHUI loves her dad :D
&&& CAIHUI've alot to blog!

WEDNESDAY:

PUZZLE RACE ((:
Bible study!
Tau Huay with shan, sy, ryan & mj. love!

THURSDAY:

VIVO coffeebean's svc is poor, bad, whateveeeeeeeeer! I'm sooooo not going bck to VIVO's coffeebean!
Class 5A outing PLUS PLUS PLUS THOMAS ((:
photo session with class.
mustaqim & ridzwan were unhappy.
met up Cg to Minds' cafe :D
played taboo & concentration game!
Home at 1130pm.
talked on the phone.
everything sorted out& I'm feeeeeeling gay!

FRIDAY:

Met up mj to buy my crumpler (: THANK YOU!
Prayer meeting at River Walk.
met parents to that famous chicken rice shop!
Home :(

SATURDAY:

SVC! (: I LOVE JESUS!
PLAZA SING to fellowship.
ps have the BEST FISH HEAD NOODLE!
E2max to celebrate Ricky's bday with shan, sy, gina, ryan, Mj, Jy and susan!
HAPPY BDAY RICKY! ((:
home at 2am!

TODAY:

Reach expo at 9am.
fellowship at changi with shan & sy.
LATE FOR GUITAR! sry MJ ((:
end guitar lesson ard 705pm.
met up sy & huahui ah yi at tanah merah.
fellowship at lot 1
HOME!
I'VE NEW PAIR OF WHITE SHOE! i love mummy!
There's sch tml sooooooo BOOOOOOOO! :(
still, I'm feeling happy!
I LOVE JESUS!

FALLING AT YOUR FEET
AS THE WHOLE WORLD FADES AWAY
FALLING AT YOUR FEET
LET MY LIFE BE HOLY THINE
MY LIFE BE HOLY THINE, JESUS.
EMMANUEL.

i know.

2007-06-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE PHENOMENAL!

FRIDAY: i went to Sentosa with BFF ((: love you guys! we took alot of photos. oh girls! we took a total of 70 photos from my phone. (not including rf's phone) HAHA! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW! we should have brought our camera along. (:
I'm very lazy to even upload img here. so do pass me ur thumbdrive (: we went to VIVO & queue 1h30mins for doughnuts. there's supposed to be photos on it but I'm lazy to upload lahhhh. AND we saw THOMAS! he came from behind. No offence but Thomas, when you put your hand on eira & my shoulder, i thought who's this salesperson who's going to promoter his stuffs and PUTTING HIS HAND ON OUR SHOULDER! then khai went "THOMAS!" then we all went " AHHHHHHHH! THOMAS!" and everyone at ljs turn and look at us. HAHA! we talked for ard 3mins only :( we'll catch up with you sooooon ((:
SAT/SUN: firstly, HAPPY FATHER's DAY to my father and beloved Daddy God :D went hm after svc for coursework. I PIA TILL 4am horrrr! (applaud for caihui) MUAHA! but i was late on Sun for svc. thk God jy called me like 8 to 10 times. SCARY huh! I'm not like this usually, i hoped! then i woke up at 8am :( rush down and reach at 945am. OOOOOOOOPS! And went to cuen's hs aft svc tgt with Shan, Sy,Gina,Mj and Jy ((: OH YA! BEDOK NTUC HAVE GOT NOTHING! big and do not have the stuffs i wanted. it's either out of stock, don've or don've the type i wanted. LOLOL! how nice to have this kind of NTUC. stayed for dinner at cuen's hs. have steamboat, fondue AND AND THAT MANGO MOOSE CAKE :DDDDD
love!love!love!
THUMB UP FOR CUEN! (:
we played monopoly and the best part is I'm so good at landing on CHANCE & COMMUNITY CHEST! the bottom line is I ONLY HAVE 2 LANDS out of 40 LANDS! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW! it's alright cause I'm future eleem chew. she owns 1 BIGGGGGG company: 77th street so it's alright to own only one land! HAHAHAH!
then we played UNO stacker. AND mj is really good at it cos HE ALWAYS CHANGE THE SHAPE OF IT AFTER HIS TURN! HE LOVE TWISTING! :D
then, home :(
TODAY: F&N practical FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY over! OVERRRRRRRRR! and this Wed/Fri have class outing but i can't go. LOLOL! that's all for now.

till then.

when nothing matters anymore.

2007-06-11T12:54:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY i reached expo late cos i went to help out my dad at his office. we have moved from expo Hall 8 to expo Hall 1 TEMPORARILY for this month. the distance from MRT to Hall 1 seems so far away lahhh. when I'm rushing to Hall 1, i walked very fast. trust me! i walked fast and i reached Hall 4 and then Hall 4, agn Hall 4, still Hall 4 and I STOPPED LOOKING! hahah. saw Isabel at expo on my way back home and we(christy, jy & me) waited for her (: then, we took photos on MRT while travelling back hm. Isabel & me talked alot, it has been a looooong loooooong time since we last met up and talk. AND tml I'm going out with her :DDDD! i sent her off till our old place den walked hm. (:

SUNDAY i went for extra service for SOTM ((: & agn, i was late cos reached expo at 9am. ooooooooops! oh ya, the air-con was blasting lyk nobodies business lorrr. AWWWWWWW! was freezing cold lahhh. den aft svc we went out to 'warm' ourselves, had hotdog bun den back to OUR secret toilet which jy brought us to. heh! THE TOILET IS BIG, NICE & HIDDEN! hahah. it was HIDDEN lahhh. i didn't even realise it at first until jy lead us there. HAHA! WELL-FURNISH with fake flower inside & the tiles is GREEEEEEEEN! the secret toilet is so much better compared to the putside one which we still have to queue for maybe abt 15mins or more. LOLOL! AFTER SVC, me, christy & dj went over to cuen's hs to study (: before goin to her hs, we went to supermarket. & christy treat us some puffs. :D THANK YOU CHRISTY! oh, did i mention dj loves acting? HAHAHA! he loves loves loves loveeeeeeeeeees ACTING lahhh! i've got his video clips! ((: alright, then we head to cuen's hs. dj & me was studying then christy joined in aft helping cuen with some ingredients. heh! i can't help much in kitchen la & i might even break her bowl! MUAHA! okkk, then we focused, focused focused on studying & by 7pm we stopped and have our dinner. (drool!) AND agn, while christy & cuen prepared everything in the kitchen, dj & me was sitting at the sofa watching TV & magazine. LOLOL! but i helped to take rice & dj helped to bring dishes out horrrr. HAHA!
THEN, we've our dinner tgt with Ricky while watching 200 pound beauty! MARIA AVE MARIA! MARIA AVE MARIA! Anyway, it was a nice show. REALLLLLLLLLY! touching & real. heh ((:
we left cuen's hs at 10pm & Ricky drove us to Tampiness MRT. met up with sy and others. they went for BIG GROOVE and it ends at 1010pm. LOLOLOL! looooooong ar.
took MRT then went home, & bye (:

i'm sorry.& God, i really need You to change me.

i want to sing to you.

2007-06-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

not much to blog except mingjie bought a TR jeans.

and the beans are cute ((:

and and we stand behind the yellow line, bck facing track!

then i took my bro :D

and BYE world.

幸福的距离

2007-06-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLO world!

I've got alot alot to blog. I've not been updating my blog since lyk last 3 weeks? ehhhh, i don noe. HAHA.

FIRSTLY:

wooooohoooooo! cos of EMERGE but BOOOOOOO! cos it ended. it was fast, real fast.

N371 really get bonded closer tgt during EMERGE! we've been que-ing tgt and that contributes to out bond-ness. heh! and oh, thumb up my cgm cos everyone make the effort to come Early to queue. triple thumb up for cuen cos she bake muffins, make breakfast and oso cater nasi lemak for us. AWWWWWWWWWWWW! i felt LOVEEEED! i love cuen ((: and i oso love N371! thks for que-ing tgt, bearing that scorching hot sun! HAHA! oh, weilun volunteered to take cab dwn to expo from queensway when we were rushing for time. HEH! he makes my day lahhh! den the following day, he bought puffs, Swiss roll and cupcakes from expo for me and dj when we met up at foyer to queue.

I REALLLLLY ENJOY QUE-ING WITH THEM(:

i still've load and loads of photos! hahah! N371 pls go to our gallery to check out the new updated photos! LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!

SECONDLY:
thruout this 4days for EMERGE, I've learn more things abt God who has a healthy prayer life. great prayer warrior= great worshipper

WOOOOW! when you've no vision, there's nothing God can do for you so i mus mus mus hold on tight to the dreams and vision God has given to me.

SPIRITUAL HUNGER & LOVE GOD :D

when you live by the flesh, you'll be corrupted therefore, I've learnt to be more dependent on The Lord, My God(: God has higher opinion of us than we've for ourselves. it's only the way he sees me that matters the most.

and there's more. HAHA! too bad if u didn't go for all. OOOOOPS!

THIRDLY:

many celebrities came to our church. e.g Sun Ho, Faye frm F.I.R, project superstar AND liu gen hong! trust me, he's HOT! LOLOLOL! and there's one sweeeeeet thing he done while he was performing.

HE PROPOSED TO MS VIVI WANG! PROPOSED! PROPOSED! :DDDD

OMGOSH! and then he sang his new song, 幸福的距离.

AND the lst part, all the girls goes," WOOOOOOOW! soooooooooooooooo sweeeeeeeeet!" pst Kong den commented LOVE IS IN THE AIR! everyone lyk floating on lala land alr lorrr. HAHA!

LASTLY:

today in sch was boring. Oh man, SS, MATHS & F&N. all've loads of hw to do la. esp that COURSEWORK. ya, THAT COURSEWORK. seriously freaking me out. the dateline is Thurs la. PIANG! nvm, I'll try my best.

OH! my mother and sis goin to Hong Kong this FRI. i didn't go la. NVM! my dad say Nov he'll bring me go((:

I LOVE DADDY!

BLOW THE TRUMPET!

GOD IS REAL!

2007-05-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

O level chinese over. FINALLY.
many things happened over the weekend though.
God, pls help and guide me. fellowshipped with cuen, shan & sy at Essential Brews ytr. AWWWWWWW! it was great fellowshipping with them. love! den Ricky came over. sy and me went home aft tat and they went to Newton to have dinner. this wed goin to stay over at cuen's hs with sy and tianlong. im sure, very sure that IT'LL BE GOOD & FUN :D
Then we'll wake up early in the morning to queue at expo cos of EMERGE!! &yes! i can't wait anymore longer for that day to come lah. plus, the bangle soooo super nice lor. too bad if u don own one. LOLOL!
& Pst Kong've finished th 1st part of SOTM and now we're moving on to 2nd part which is The Salt & Light(: powerful, powerful,powerful.

TODAY
baking at sy's hs. wasn't fully success though :(
i mus've been too careless. still, it turns out fine but compared to cuen, it's a fail. I'll try agn next time, perhaps. im not good at cooking even when im a F&N student. heh! &ya, why am i taking the course right? haha!well, i do likes F&N except coursework(BOOOOOO!) it spoils my day, BIG TIME & oso difficult skills of baking or whatever. in fact maybe im jus not gd at cooking, at all. HAHA! so simple cooking method is the best lorr. :D

that's so you.

LOVE!

2007-05-22T00:50:00.000+08:00

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

THAT'S WHEN I LOVE YOU.

2007-05-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

hello world.

school was alright. ~~CHINESE for the whole day~~( ya, WHOLE DAY!!)=more of mdm yong=more sacarsm=DIE! :(
obviously i don really like her. though her teaching's skills is not bad, she can be critical at times or rather ALL THE TIME. she always thinks she's correct and when she's late for lesson(which is most of the time), she'll detained us bck from another lesson and eats into other subjects peroid. OH MAN! and she loves loves loves to say:
"如果你不想要做,就不要做. 离开!" aiyeeeeee! then she shouldn't have ask us that qns lahhh. y bother to ask us qns when she didn't give us chance to say NO!我不想要做. but still, i'll listen to her cos afterall, she's a teacher. CAIHUI CAN BE A GOOD STUDENT! (:

next,
SERMON OF THE MOUNT is GOOOOOOOD! and and and it makes me falls deeper in love with God. YES, in love with him even more! seriously, i do hope that everyday is weekend. awwwwwwww! HOW NICE!
AND! now we're alr at lesson 6, dis coming week'll be lesson 7 & 8. THE PAST FEW LESSON WITH PST KONG WAS LOVE!
beyond description.
God, I'm captivated by You; Your unfailing love.

AND then it'll be EMERGE! (31st May-3rd June). http://www.emerge.sg/www/index.php
LOVE! LOVE! I'm so excited plus stirred up. i want to get CHARGED!
HERE WE COME!

i don now know what shuld i do next.
God, pls stay close to me.

2007-05-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

＂这几天要一直不停的看，读，写，讲华文．如果要讲废话，也要用华文来讲．＂

我的天啊！

今天的功课还蛮多啊！　):

AS THE DEER
PANTETH FOR THE WATER
SO MY SOUL LONGETH AFTER THEE
YOU ALONE ARE MY HEART'S DESIRE
AND I LONG TO WORSHIP YOU

YOU ALONE ARE MY STRENGTH AND SHIELD
TO YOU ALONE MAY MY SPIRIT YIELD
YOU ALONE ARE MY HEART'S DESIRE
AND I LONG TO WORSHIP YOU

its cleared; im alright now(:

2007-05-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GOD (:
THANK YOU GOD (:
LOVEEEEEEEE ❤

Your call

2007-05-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

i couldn't understand you at all. im sure im not in the wrong and u, surely thinks that u too are not in the wrong. well, learn to be trueful to yourself and then u'll realise it's your fault. oh ya, u do have a LOUSY ATTITUDE in case u didn't realised. sometimes, it's just hard for people to sees their own faults. but still u have to think thru before u comment and says things. we've to discipline our tongues though. we shuld use it for gd purposes like edifying people and not sprouting rubbish and words or sentence that condemn ppl. you shuld know that not everyone is perfect except God. if not then let this be a revelation to you. i know im definitely not perfect but still, God who's in me is perfect. well, whatever it may be lahhh.
anw, i won't care a hooks abt wat u say lahhh cos i don sees the reason why shuld i bothers to listen to someone who has such a lousy attitudes. u can say im accusing you or im against you or whatsoever but i don care at all. what matter most is the way He sees me not you, HELLO! and u doesn't have the power to influence my mind at all. oh, im not as gullible as others might be to actually believes the little little nice, sweet things u said. and for your information, im CAIHUI and a non-gullible one plssss!

'snap to lighter stuffs.
our class have a blog and the blogskin's not done yet. heh! sooooo lela, where's ours? aren't we supposed to have a blog tooooo! HAHA! faster faster faster :DD
ehhhhh, been slacking throughout the week. next Mon is maths P1 and im still unsure abt maths: inequalities etc. heh hopefully, mj or auntie Soh able to help me(: they're MATHS SCHOLAR! in case u didn't know.
tml meeting darling jol, auntie soh and huahui at MOS to study! tml will be a fruitful one and i'll have all my maths qns and doubts thrashed out at one shot. HAHAHA. have been cam whoring for last 2weeks but i guess my phone bluetooth is spoilt lorrrr :'( cnt send files to my laptop. sign and i do not have the time to go down and repair it lahh. maybe next week or aft my exams then. oh ya, not only bluetooth but oso the joss stick i think. kinda diff. to move it ard lah. arghhh.

everything happened in a single day; too fast.
way too fast for me to realise that actually im alr behind time :'(

a new month:MAY :DD

2007-05-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

Gmorning world.

Next week is a new series by Rev. Kong Hee, our senior pastor(: Oh, 7weeks . 14lessons. different messages will be preached in the weekend services.
Bye world, caihui's going to rest now((:

when one lives by The Sermon On The Mount, one will never embrace shallow or superficial christianity ever again!

IT'S YOU, YOU WHO HAVE WON MY HEART
TAKEN ME INTO YOUR ARMS
COMFORTED ME LIKE A FRIEND
YOUR LOVE SURROUNDED ME FROM THE START
I NEVER WANT TO BE APART
FROM YOU EVER AGAIN

2007-04-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of all my languagues paper. esp CHINESE. anw, one of my classmates actually didn't manage to do finsh the paper, yes, she cried and cried den stop. LOL! i sounded quite mean but think bck it was unfair for us lahh. she took extra 5mins to continue writing for her essay and we was lyk -.-"
and the whole colleting process slows down and we were all detained bck for extra 5mins. all my frens was kinda unhappy abt it cos it wasn't really fair. we're supposed to end tgt since we all starts at the same time but well, watever. (:
caihui! the paper's over!

Tml will be fun cos im goin to the family day celebration at expo(: weeeeeee! can't wait to see Sun Ho. she's the co-founder of City Harvest Church and she's also a great mighty woman of God. not only is she fulfilling the cultural mandate, she's also helping China to build schs. she's really doing great things and moreover, she's well-loved by people over there. everyone over there treasures her loads and her ablums are all TOP CHART plssss! so who says that spore have no talented singer? well, im proud to proclaim that Sun Ho is one of the talented singer in the world cos she's the first and only singaporean who's able to get into billboard chart. and oh, if u didn't know, pls check & update ur brain system. LOL!
after hearing to her recent ablum, EMBRACE, i really feels for her. esp the first song. i feels thats she's really singing abt herself. it must have been hard for her all these years having to be criticised by people, being alone out there and to get misunderstood. but still, she stands strong, hold on tight to God's plan for her. thumb up for Sun :D
I LOVE SUN HO. LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.

Gone are the days of life without a single ounce of meaning.

BACK!

2007-04-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO world ((:
im back! back to blogging luh :D

my tag board are all old tags left by others. so do tag before u leave my blog, if possible(:
if i didn't link or u wan me to link you, do leave a msg there. jus to let you noe, im an efficient person soooo I'll get u linked asap provided if im free. heh, wat crap.
this week wasn't good for me though. Lord, pls guide me.
anw, wnet to E412 cg on fri. and E412 peeps are all soooooo nice luh ((:
today went for my cg and i actually stayed at con's hs till 545pm reaching 6pm. LOL! we fell asleep while waiting for Proj O video to finish loading. ya, CAIHUI ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP! it was kinda slow lahhh. in fact, it was really slow lorrrr. felt some sense of accomplishment though cos i've alr help Susan & myself to cut the shirt and now i guess i can be a QUALIFIED TAILOR ((:
oh, tml still having chinese exam. OMGOSH! will start mugging at 10pm. (boring!) sometime i think that i shuld have jus stick to my old result.but then agn, isn't it better to have better result and to oso not waste away the time. im sure if i didn't retake my chinese, I'll be wasting my time durin the free period. in fact, im alr wasting time now: to blog and not studying. arghhhh. think of it makes me feel sooo sick luhh. hurrr!
let's tok abt lighter stuffs.
during June's holiday, siying & me is goin to go for baking class. oh yea! our baker is CUEN (: she's a gd cook + gd cgl + my gd fren! i love her truckloads, shiploads can! :DDDD oh ya, don worry abt studies cos the baking just is jus taking up one of our soooooo many days of the june holiday. my mum won't make a fuss out of it then. heh! at most I'll bring some back for her lahhh. LOL!

falling deeper in love with my beloved, God!
JESUS AT YOUR NAME WE BOW THE KNEES
JESUS AT YOUR NAME WE BOW THE KNEES
JESUS AT YOUR NAME WE BOW THE KNEES
AND ACKNOWLEDGE YOU AS KING

YOU ARE THE CHRIST
YOU ARE THE KING
THROUGH YOUR SPIRIT IN OUR LIVES
WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE